18 years of age......

this year... after 18 years of living in singapore and in this world... i find that my life is not complete... total not complete...is so meaningless, useless... what more can i say and go on doing to make is complete... full of problems with money, friends, work, family members and even my OWN LIFE... what can i say or do to make myself happy...
haii... what is life?
izzit just drinking?
smoking?
wasting time in pubs?
sitting down doing nothing?
thinking and looking at girls at the streets?
day-dreaming about love?
I find life now is useless with all these things but what can I make it complete? i REALLY dun know... only God the Almighty knows it and i mean REALLY ALOT!

"Lord, your servant here is tired of life help me to live it through the way you want it to be. Amen!"

~fonzZz jm......