Should i Stay or Should i Go......? Part 1 of "Deus Caritas Est"

My SD asked me whether I wanna go to Rome & Barcelona for Asian Youth Encounter 2006
I feel like going but is always the money that kills me
and after today my SD called said that it would be more then 3 grand aka 3k
my eyes and mouth just suddenly open wide O.O
how? Should I go? or Should I stay?
Lord please show me some signs.... please...

I'm so inspired to make a Black Cassock
as what my friend said "one day Black Cassock will come to use in our diocese"
I will always remember that
Thanks Dude for that imspiring words from you...

what can I say some more...

today is one of my classmate's birthday
I feel so bad for not going for her "so-called" party planned by my other classmates
I think they are having fun now I guess ahaha!

What have this world gone to?
making the word "Love" go to its wrong meaning...
what happen to the "Eros", "Philia" & "Agape"?
"Eros" is the Love of each other
"Philia" is the Love of Friendship
and lastly "Agape" is the Unconditional Love for All
We have to remember "God is Love" "Deus Caritas Est"
as what Pope Benedict XVI wrote in his Frist Encyclical Letter
for all to read but not to take and throw in the bin...

Where is God? is He in the Heavens? in the Sky? Where?
He is in Everyone of us because we are all created in his Image & Likeness
so we should look like God not the satan!


~fjm outta. . . . . .